I'm sitting here.....
Writing your name on a piece of paper.
Over, over and over again.
Trying to forget you.
Each and every memories you've given me.
It hurts to just think about it.
I keep telling myself I need to get over you.
Nothing seems to change.
Everything around me seems to remind me of you.
The places we go, the things we ate, the things we do......
Most of all.....the things you said.
That's what hurting me the most.
It's like a never ending story.
I keep on running in circle.
With no way out.
Tell me....what should I do?
The habit of liking you is killing me.
Eating me bit by bit from the inside.
Till there's nothing left for me to hide....
On how much you actually mean to me.
I told myself not to fall for you.
I guess I just got backfired for that.
I'm writing on a piece of paper.....
"I'll erase you....."
If only.....it was that simple.
=)
Wakakakakaka!
You can never guess that Aira is afraid of cats.
Yes, my sweet lil housemate is actually phobia of cats.
Sad for her, we have a new visitor that will be staying with us for the next 2 days.
Meet my new roommate, PUFFY.
p/s: I miss my Kim Bum dearly. I cried thinking of you, where have you been, what have you been eating, will you catch cold at night.....???
A'kum everyone.
Teehee~
Its' back again, the long awaited fasting month for all Muslims out there.
I miss those days of waking up in the wee hours just to eat 'sahur' and go back to bed with a full stomach and waking up hours after that to remind yourself, 'berbuka' is not till twilight, 7.20pm
Ramadhan is here and I'll be spending my first day with my new housemates in my new house!
Haha. Happy days.
Nothing to complain about.
Went to Kelana Jaya yesterday to get my laptop fix.
Finally!
It costs me a good RM120.
Thanks to Fadli who helped out.
Didn't really know the main problem but it's ok now.
I just need to be more careful on the heat & long hours I put my lappy to work.
Haha. Bad of me.
Hmm....speaking of staying awake, I've been waking up at 10am yesterday and still awake from 'sahur' still my 9am PR Media class just now.....till practically late evening.
I just drop dead on Saudah's bed when I met her at home in Cyberia.
Wow! I can still manage to stay awake for more than 24 hours which I thought I couldn't after I left school for quite a while. *laugh*
I guess I'm still a vampire at heart. *evil grin*
Ok.....I need my sleep now. Badly.
Vampires need to rest too you know.
*poof into thin air*
=)
Hello students.
I'm back to school.
Yes.....the big black hole I used to hate.
But heck, I need my certs to get my ass off from here for good!
They changed my class.
Now, its on every Mondays & Wednesdays.
It's alright with me cos they changed the dreadful lecturer as well for my journalism class.
YESSSSSSSSSSSSS!!! *jumping up & down with joy*
Ok ok. Enough fun.
Now back to work.
I have a complete set of media kit to do by 25 August.
I have 2 news articles to finish up.
All this before I can leave for Raya in Melaka.
Overall, it wasn't that bad for my first week of uni life all over again after I left it behind in the dark for almost half a year.
I get to drive Gee's car on my class days if she's not using it.
It's only 2 days.....so, not bad at all.
I just need to memorize my way from home till uni.
So far so good.
I didn't get lost badly.
Just a few wrong turns.....but I'm back on track.
One thing I learn here is while in KL, you gotta buff yourself up & drive.
Don't be a chicken!
BRAVE is the key word here.
If not.....you can hardly survive the harsh traffic. =.="
Speaking from someone who is afraid of driving after involved in an accident on none other than her birthday itself.
What a gift~ T_T
It's early but I'm gonna head for the books.
I miss reading.
Nites.
p/s: SHOUT-OUT FOR MR. JARYD LOK: Happy Birthday dear! I miss the days you make me smile, stand by me through hardship etc. I miss you sooooooo much la doink! Come back! lol
=)
Yeay~
Here I am, blogging from my new home in Equene Park, Sri Kembangan.
*smiles*
Don't worry peeps.
I'm not staying here forever.
Well, that would depends actually.
Haha.
Just move in yesterday in this little cozy apartment with my girlfriend, Z.
We're not alone.
There's cute little Aira & Gee.
So, that makes 4 of us! *clap*
I'm only staying here for around 4 months ++
My gf just move in, so I thought it'll be fine to bunk in with her till I finally graduate by end of this year. *prays hard*
The neighborhood is fine, we have convenient stores & shops in walking distance & don't forget our pride & joy......... Mr McDonald 24/7 is just 2 blocks away!
Wow! Yes.....and Jusco too!
What more can I ask? LoL
Apart from having to drive or 'tumpang' my housemate's car to class......everything seems to be fine here.
I feel right at home although mum was a little bit worried when she first drop me off.
I know what she's thinking.
Mum, I'll be fine here.
Plus, it doesn't really matter where I stay, as long as I have my bestfriends with me.......everything will be in the right places.
I don't get homesick like I used to back in Cyberia. *laughs*
I guess I've grown now.
I learn to be dependent although I've always been like this since I'm young.
The fact that both my parents are working most of the time, they'll leave me with my grandma who happens to stay next door to us.
Yes, how convenient.
But put that aside.
I'm happy here.
Yes, I'm not lying even though we don't have a proper sofa in the living room, no fridge or cupboard in the kitchen, no hot shower, no washing machine.......but I'm ok with it.
We'll all manage.
As long as we're together. ^.^
Ahhh....the household part, we had fun shopping for stuff.
So, this is how it feels like when moving into an empty house.
Like newly weds! Ghaaaa!!!
You crack your heads to find a way for your wallet to fit into your shopping list, especially those electronic appliences.
So far, we manage just fine. Heee~
It's a blessing to live with 2 future vets who simply adores animals as much as I do & a bio-tech student who's trying to experiment seaweed for her new report as my housemates.
I couldn't be any more happier.
I shall update more later on.
Last night was awesome thanks to Wonder Girls.
They definitely save our day from all those long waiting hours, sweaty, hunger and not to mention those heavy rain that drench us all from our free rain coats courtesy of MTV.
Sunway Lagoon Surf Beach is not the best place you can end up doing concerts. Seriously!
Looking by the weather condition we have here in Malaysia, the sponsors ought to be more careful in selecting the venues.
But thank God, I didn't end up catching cold, fever or flu.
I'm good as it is. ^.^
I took the 3pm bus from Melaka Sentral to KL.
As it ends up, they didn't stop at Puduraya anymore.
It's Bukit Jalil.
The new hub for buses.
Gosh......I was stuck there, completely lost.
Well, not actually lost la....
I know where the hell am I.
I've been to Bukit Jalil.
It's just that I'm lost on how to go to Sunway from there.
Looking aimlessly at the busy roads, I called Eric who happens to stay nearby.
Asking for directions from him but I don't think I can manage the LRT & bus.
It will take me ages to reach Sunway & I'll be late for my concert.
So......I need to take a cab although it'll costs me a bomb.
Standing in the middle of the road........guess who I saw...?
It's Bu Zafirah!!!!! OMG!!!
Of all the places, I bumped into my gf's sister with her dad in the car.
She was dropping off uncle so that he can take the bus home to Melaka.
Hahaha......what a great coincident.
Then again, I believe God set it up for me.
Thanks ALLAH for YOUR mercy.
I can now save my money on food & 'tumpang' Bu's car.
She offered to send me to Sunway.
Yeayness~!!! God bless you Bu.
Heee~~~
Within less than 30 minutes, I was already there at Sunway Piramid.
Ghaaaa......the clouds don't seem friendly for a concert.
I rushed to meet up with Atiqah, Athirah & Iman as my ticket is with them.
Cut the whole process short.....we got into the venue safely, just wet.
We waited for some time till the oh-so-famous VJs from MTV showed up to entertain us while Bunkface is doing their sound check etc.
VJ Utt from South East Asia, VJ Sean from Korea, and the other 2 VJ from Japan & this annoying women from MTV China which I couldn't even bothered remembering their names.
Sorry peeps, you're just not as cute as Utt & Sean. LOL
Bunkface was ok. My brother likes them.
Now I know why.
Their songs 'boleh tahan' laa......
For a person who dislikes Malay songs & being selective of it, I can say Bunkface has a cute lead singer & they can sing for a Malaysian local band.
HIDUP MALAYSIA!!!
Then here comes the best part....WONDER GIRLS!!!
Sorry fans, I don't get any picture for this event as it was raining.
Plus, the crowd went nuts over them....so you can well imagine the situation.
But, you're welcome to search Youtube for their performance as there are some people recording it with their cameras.
Or you can wait for the edited version of this event premiere at Astro MTV channel, 21st August 2010. Time I can't remember, sorry.
By 9.15pm I was groaning with starvation.
Standing the whole day doesn't make my tummy or feet feel any happier.
I decided to leave the concert and not wait any second longer for the twins from Tokio Hotel & cute Katy Perry to perform.
I need FOOD!!!
Plus, the mall is going to close at 10pm.
Since our tickets are all FREE, and we're satisfied after seeing Wonder Girls perform, we head out to the mall for dinner.
Yeay for food!!! We went to 2 different restaurants when they tell us they're closing.
Mr. Teppanyaki & Laksa Shack.
How frustrated is that?!!!
But Nandos comes to our savior~
We sat down happily as our food arrived deliciously looking & calling our names out, waiting to be gobble down by our hungry throats.
Yes yes....it was a good night out overall, although we complain about the heat, the people, the delays, but never the food! hahaha...
I was happy. To meet up with my cousins again, hangout like how we used to, share stuff together and all.
But good things doesn't last forever.
My class is going to start this Thursday.
I feel dreadful.
The lecturers made me like this.
Ahhhh................
Anyway, I'll try & keep you guys posted with more lame updates from uni ok.
Take care.
Nites.
=)




