Have you ever like someone out of habit?
You grew fond of him, his ways, his attitude, his temper, his smiles, his jokes, his laughter, almost his everything.
And whenever he’s not around, you go lost.
Even a hi-tech GPS can’t help you find your way home.
When he’s not there for you to talk to, to laugh at your lame jokes, to reprimand you when you do something stupid, to advice you on your problems, to accompany you when you’re lonely, to wipe off your tears when you cried over you dead cat, to send you home late at night and still sms you good night……..
At a point……he feels like the whole world to you.
At the same time, you feel stupid to fall over someone like him for no particular reason at all.
It’s like a habit. Bad habit……
p/s: they say bad habit dies hard. True?
=)
My beloved Kim Bum is still missing.
He’s not been at home for the past couple of weeks.
It’s devastating to know your only son left home without saying a word to you.
It’s damn sad.
I miss him loads!!!
Baby, omma is sorry. Mianhe, jeongmal mianhe.
I know when you’re around, omma always scold you for being naughty & messing up the living room with tissues and all……but I miss you.
Jeongmal bogoshipoyo……please come back home again!!!
I promise to love you more & feed you more fish instead of Whiskas.
Ahhhhh……Kim Bum ah….dega kyowo goh yang-I Kim Bum…..
Each time I go to work, I’ll pass by the pet shop by the escalator. I look at the mirror & I miss my pets. I miss my cat.
Those cute little mice that keeps reminding me of Jae oppa & hamtaro makes me have the urge to just buy you & bring you home with me.
Another week more to go before I resign. I’m going to miss everyone in Cosway. Move on move on. Try not to look back & cry. It’s just weakening.
=)
I would loveeeeeeeeee to block realities out of my freaking life.
It’s boring.
To maintain being childish is bliss.
I can’t help but to measure the perfect life I can achieve being this way.
I guess its also a way for me not to get hurt.
Yes, I’m in denial.
But do you care? No?
Exactly my point!
No one actually gives a damn about you being denial or realistic.
Well, put my mum aside.
She gets annoyed when…..oh, well…..practically me being me.
Countless of zillion times she told me to grow up & be matured.
It’s like asking a baby to climb up Mount Everest.
Gosh mum, gimme a break. Seriously.
Now, she on the other hand can’t help but to be in denial that her one & only daughter is somehow or rather the type of person who has this late-maturity-syndrome.
No matter how hard this little baby tries to climb up the Mount Everest, it’s simply plain hard & late to achieve.
Maybe in another……hmm…let’s say….10 or 20 more years to come??
Or probably NEVER? Hahahahaha!
Let me give you a few examples to make things crystal clear.
1. I only get to understand the basis of chemistry after 4 years I left high school. (I repeat: BASIS of chemistry, not the whole damn thing)
2. Add Maths can never go through this magnificent thick skull of mine. Bravo~ And I plan to keep it that way for as long as I live.
3. Just a few years back I’ve discovered that the true taste of Walls’ Rainbow ice-cream flavor is actually none other than caramel itself. Since the first time I lay my tongue on it, I thought I knew how rainbow after those rainy days tasted like. Yes, shoot me.
4. I used to be fascinated by those mysteries whereby dead people’s hair & nails still grow after they’re long dead. After much reading of some bio related books, FYI even when you’re dead, your nails & hair still feeds on dead cells that’s left in your body therefore screw those scary stories you heard or see. Science happens.
5. I still enjoy reading selective comic books, mangga & cosplay magazines!!!
6. I’m pretty much obsessed with Hello Kitty merchandises. (cat + pink = ME)
7. I can’t help but to smile each time I eat those tooth decaying strawberries on stick at Sunway Pyramid.
8. I’m like a 5 year old kid whenever I get the chance to meet Mr Swing at the playground. It’s pure ecstasy. (who says humans can’t fly?)
9. I get all hype up & excited each time they show my fav cartoons, dramas, shows or movies on tv. You can see that twinkle in my eyes & the way I stare at the screen like there’s no tomorrow.
Those are the few things I can never get to grow up & out from.
Now, does that tell you anything about my syndrome? If that doesn’t, I don’t know what will. Pfft~
p/s: you may say that I’m a dreamer, but I’m not the only one.
=)
Its random time!!!
Well, I’m bored at the moment.
You can either ignore this or jot it down somewhere. lol
Likes:
- dipping french-fries in vanilla ice-cream (only in McD)
- eating cold papaya with lemon
- multitask just about anything
- being stubborn (not to prove that I’m right but just plain stubbornness)
- ice-skating in Sunway
- write with both hands but I’m only left-handed while playing the guitar & eating with knife)
- all shoes & heels stack up in their original boxes, labeled by color (yes, I’m a freak)
- wear mismatch earrings sometimes
- owns a pair of 8-inch black Lolita boots
- David Beckham but I hate football/soccer
- still sleep with her pink teddy
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I would like to wish my ommoni & Farra unnie Saengil Chukahamnida~
Omma: 1st July.
Farra unnie: 2cd July.
Mianhe unnie for the last wish as I didn't get to online as often as before.
Hope you're doing fine & I'll pray hard so that one day we can meet. ^.^
Manage to steal a few hours to go Jusco a few days ago & bought omma her birthday present while Dessy accompanying me, although he seems reluctant to.
He said he hates shopping. Especially girls' shopping session.
Well, it's not like I'm buying anything for myself.
It was just bird's nest for mum. pfft~
He was kind enough to drag himself for the night to come all the way & see me.
I know you're tired. I'm sorry.
But after seeing you, talking to you......I feel much much better.
No matter how miserable my life gets, you're like the sunshine I can look forward to in the darkest days.
Thanks. <3
p/s: I cry in my sleep cos in it, you're leaving me. Are you?
=)
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