Kitty Insomnia

I would loveeeeeeeeee to block realities out of my freaking life.
It’s boring.
To maintain being childish is bliss.
I can’t help but to measure the perfect life I can achieve being this way.
I guess its also a way for me not to get hurt.
Yes, I’m in denial.
But do you care? No?
Exactly my point!
No one actually gives a damn about you being denial or realistic.
Well, put my mum aside.
She gets annoyed when…..oh, well…..practically me being me.


Countless of zillion times she told me to grow up & be matured.
It’s like asking a baby to climb up Mount Everest.
Gosh mum, gimme a break. Seriously.


Now, she on the other hand can’t help but to be in denial that her one & only daughter is somehow or rather the type of person who has this late-maturity-syndrome.
No matter how hard this little baby tries to climb up the Mount Everest, it’s simply plain hard & late to achieve.
Maybe in another……hmm…let’s say….10 or 20 more years to come??
Or probably NEVER? Hahahahaha!



Let me give you a few examples to make things crystal clear.

1. I only get to understand the basis of chemistry after 4 years I left high school. (I repeat: BASIS of chemistry, not the whole damn thing)
2. Add Maths can never go through this magnificent thick skull of mine. Bravo~ And I plan to keep it that way for as long as I live.
3. Just a few years back I’ve discovered that the true taste of Walls’ Rainbow ice-cream flavor is actually none other than caramel itself. Since the first time I lay my tongue on it, I thought I knew how rainbow after those rainy days tasted like. Yes, shoot me.
4. I used to be fascinated by those mysteries whereby dead people’s hair & nails still grow after they’re long dead. After much reading of some bio related books, FYI even when you’re dead, your nails & hair still feeds on dead cells that’s left in your body therefore screw those scary stories you heard or see. Science happens.
5. I still enjoy reading selective comic books, mangga & cosplay magazines!!!
6. I’m pretty much obsessed with Hello Kitty merchandises. (cat + pink = ME)
7. I can’t help but to smile each time I eat those tooth decaying strawberries on stick at Sunway Pyramid.
8. I’m like a 5 year old kid whenever I get the chance to meet Mr Swing at the playground. It’s pure ecstasy. (who says humans can’t fly?)
9. I get all hype up & excited each time they show my fav cartoons, dramas, shows or movies on tv. You can see that twinkle in my eyes & the way I stare at the screen like there’s no tomorrow.




Those are the few things I can never get to grow up & out from.

Now, does that tell you anything about my syndrome? If that doesn’t, I don’t know what will. Pfft~












p/s: you may say that I’m a dreamer, but I’m not the only one.










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