Kitty Insomnia

I'm lost for words,
I'm lost for meanings,
What in the name of world is LOVE?


I can hardly remember how does it feels like to be in one....
It's almost as far as memories can go....without tracing back the details, of course.



You make me laugh, cry & pissed.
But that's just it.
The 'love' is absent...like a hollow tree.
Just waiting for the rain to cry on me.
Yes, I like you....I gotta admit.
But how far can this 'liking' feeling go...?
When all I can see is nothing ahead of me....
Its not purely darkness....
Maybe there's some light....
But no sun....or rainbow.


Is this what we call synthetic love?
Not really fake just not pure enough to sustain thee life.




p/s: if i were to ask you to promise me one thing....that is not to fall in love with me, would you?