Kitty Insomnia

There I go....done it again.
Without realising it....I've hurt you, for the second time.

You've probably notice by now...the other side of me.
Yes....'she's indeed different.
Total opposite of me.

No matter how much I hate being 'her' at certain times...
I can't just kill her let alone ignore her existence inside of me.

Yes, 'she' can be bitchy, cold and rude.
Basically she's just heartless. Ice cold.
Point blank hatred.....dark & emotionally retarded.

I'm trying to understand her.
But it seems impossible.

There's a reason why I locked her up in this blog.
If she were to let loose....
Life would be difficult.

Life might be easy by her way...
Since ignorance is bliss.

No one actually acknowledge her existence.
Except you...for the first time....
Someone actually sees her!

People might come across her once in awhile....
But that's just about it.

No one actually tries calling out her name,
Ask who is she,what she wants and why is she here.
She was left in the corner....

Trying to erase all those memories....
Of what's left inside of her.





p/s: it's hard for you to actually pick either one of us when it's clear all you ever wanted is only one side of me.