Today, might be the last day I'll see my oppa cos he'll be leaving to his hometown tomorrow.
His flight would be at 3pm while I'm packing my bags as well to go home in Melaka at 8.30am.
I didn't want to send him off at the airport because I know I'll cry a river for him which I did back at home tonight.
I'm going to miss him.....BADLY!!!
Because I know no one will treat me as the way he treated me for the pass few years.
He's my brother, my bestfriend, my buddy, my punching bag & almost my everything.
No one can ever replace him in my heart.
I manage to spend the day with oppa at Sunway Pyramid around 3.30pm with Nisa tagging along. We went to have lunch at Subway, oppa's favorite spot. I still don't get it what's so great about that place. It's just sandwich. For a million times I told oppa he didn't have to spend so much on eating there when I can make him a sandwich. pfft~ Being the stubborn him, he ignored. But heck, he still loves my sushi. *wink* So, yesterday I decided to buy him a present. You know, as a token of remembrance. It's a black leather like watch. Yea, I know Tiqa and me hardly appreciate watches cos it's just a gadget that tells time. It doesn't have to be expensive for watches because it's just WATCHES. Big deal. swt.
I packed it up in a nice blue box with a ribbon. He liked it very much! Thank God. I'm pleased to hear it cos I sucked at buying present for guys. Seriously. Most of the time I'll just baked or cooked something for them on their birthdays. Presents are just not for me. =.=
It was a great evening as loads of people came by Sunway to meet oppa for the last time. Well, actually not for the last time. He promised to come back here in Malaysia soon. Maybe after he took his Masters in Japan as he'd planned to and me doing my Masters in Korea. Then we could meet. *sigh* Hell, that didn't turn out as planned on my side. Yes, I'm still stuck in that black hole you call Limkokwing University.
I didn't have any pictures with me on that evening because I didn't bring my SLR. But Nur manage to capture a few shots of us at Starbucks. I shall get those pictures from here later on but I'm feeling lazy to post it here. LOL
I came home exhausted and mainly sad. I spend the night crying and sending oppa an sms after he send me home just now......
Devil as
Kim Mi Ra
"I wanna say a lot of things but I dunno where to start.
So I end up crying rite now. Haha.
I'm gonna miss U alot thats for sure.
Since I lost my dad, ur the only guy I can rely on.
U taught me lots of stuff bout life etc & have confidence in myself which I dun have b4.
U may be so annoying but U mean alot to me.
Thanx for everything.
May Allah bless U & everything U do.
Love U bro! ROCK ON! =)"
The unforgettable sms I gave him while sitting on my bed crying over the phone, missing every bits of him already when he's not even finished packing up his bag. swt.
Then again, life goes on. He'll be back. He promised & I shall keep that in my mind.
Btw, it was Nisa's birthday today! Jeongmal mianhe cos I forgot. In return I bought her a Lemon Meringue from ZEN. Saengil chukahamnida Nisa-shi!!! ^.^
*Oppa, saranghae~!!!
=)
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