Kitty Insomnia

They say its hard for you to forget your old flame.
Is that true?
What a coincidence when I bumped into not one but two of my old flames.
One when I was in high school, the other when I was in university.

It brings back memories but I'm not sure where does the feeling goes.
Missing I guess.
Not as strong as what it used to be.
Maybe I wasn't in the mood.
Since morning......I just don't feel right.
Moody? No idea.

Although meeting them today didn't really seems to give me butterflies like last time, but I'm glad.
It made my day. ^.^

I guess I can't love anyone anymore.
I don't feel it in me anymore.
It's kinda sad thinking of it.


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As the leaves of autumn fell to the ground,
So does my broken heart,
Shattered on the floor,
No one to help pick up the pieces,
I was just too lazy to mend it again,
Stay that way, can I?
Its a shame when the feeling of love has been forgotten,
Swallowed by time,
I wish to remember the warm feeling of your touch,
The bliss of your smile,
The soft stare when you look into me,
It's been forgotten,
By the ignorant me,
It's hard to move forward,

From your curse of developed sorrow,                                 
Mounting from years after years,
The candle flame that I cared for so long,
One day will be blown away by the wind,
Cold heartless wind,
Is it possible to lit it again?