Kitty Insomnia

I am lazy. Mum was right.
I can't do anything right without having people telling me what to do.
It's frustrating at times.
To be lazy. Not that I nurture it or something. It's a disease that I can never find a cure for. pfft~

I need help before I'm drown into this pool of laziness.



Emo....short for emotional.
I am today.
I just wanna shut my eyes close and cry.
Not for the sake of crying, but for the sake of you.

I lazily walk upstairs and sat in front of my lappy.
Saw a headline at twitter.
I cried while reading it.
It hits me on why you change your twitter status.
Damn I'm slow.


I should pay more attention to you instead of being lazy. Yea....lazy damn you!
I'm sorry love. My mistake.
I didn't mean to ignore your cry for help.
I should have known how much it hurts you.
I should have notice how much this means to you.

No matter what happen, I'll assure you that I'm always here for you.
Through thick and thin.
I will never leave you.
Not till you leave me.
I'll never let go of your hand.
Not till you let go of mine.


Saranghae~!!! ^^



It feels like I'm falling into a depression.
I can hardly eat well or do anything for that matter.
Everything else in between just feels like a boring slumber. Numb.



What in the hell is the meaning of this?!