Kitty Insomnia

I could swear that I don't even know why you meant so much to me.
I hardly know you for God's sake.
And yet you make me laugh & cry at the same time.
It's stressful. Fucking stressful.


I'm being stabbed.
Left alone to bleed.
It's more like. . . . scary than pitiful.


Which way should I go?
AST or HK?
I still haven't fully decide yet.
hmmm.......MAS is not an option right now.
Cos I'm stuck here, being half insane......by YOU.




I need to leave.
Yes, in that way things will get easier.......or was it that's what I wish to happen....?
No idea.





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For the past few days in SUKMA, I'm too occupied with my job on handling the volunteers at the venue for fencing.
I could hardly be bothered with anything else.
By the time I reach home, it was time for bed.
I try not to bother the annoying cheers of Johor beating up our Melaka team.
Or any other states for that matter.
It's just heart breaking. Ain't I had enough hearts to break already?

More than enough to be precise.






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Went out for dinner at Jusco with Z & Pinky last night.

I pour my heart out at Z in the car while driving, she suggested that she took over the wheel by the look of me swearing & being an emotional retard. pfft~
Babe, I'm fine. Serious.
Ok, maybe not.
But I can still drive laa..... =.="


Bitching session was good, in the car & at Geographers Bar.
Went back around 2am. Slept at 3am.


Btw, babe is leaving me for a month to UK & Denmark.
She has this vet conference thingy.
Awww........I'm gonna miss you babe!!!


Damn! Could I possibly survive without you by my side?
I'll try. Plus, this isn't the first time you left me. swt.
Yes, I shall survive this awful trial of life.
God, let me bear this one full month without her by my side.

*sigh*


I'm not sure that I'll met you up in Denmark.
In case I don't, we'll just hang out in KL, like what we used to do. lol






Tonight is the closing ceremony for SUKMA.
I don't think I can make it.
There we go again.
Missing another awesome firework show.
Somehow or rather, seeing fireworks makes me smile for no particular reason.
It's a disease.




Kim Bum is stuck at the vet for 2 days.
Neuter time. He'll come back as a new man. I mean cat. lol





p/s: need to renew my damn passport. effing annoying process. delay delay delay.










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