Kitty Insomnia

"When my body refused to sleep, my mind flew away finding you, in the ocean of my thoughts."

You're like a dagger stuck in my heart & honey that stays on my tongue.


If I were to pull you out, I'll die.
If I were to spit you out, I'll suffer.



My oh my.......which way to go, what should I do....???



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You shouldn't pulled that joke on me.
It was sick.
Yes, I was sick to my stomach.
pfft~ if only you knew.


Sadly, you didn't.


Skip a beat my heart.
Sadly, you did it.
You. . . . I don't know where to begin.




I tried laughing. . . . nothing but tears came out.



Sometimes I wish our human brains are like computers.
Therefore, I can easily erase you from my mind.
Puff! Just like that. lol


Then again, my recycle bin will always be full.
I doubt I wanna recycle it though. haha!



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Can you tell?
Of course you can't.
If you can I wouldn't be sitting here. *laugh out loud*




Put all of that aside & keep in mind.
I don't live forever.
So, why not just push the button once & move on with life.
Yea, I think I shall do that for a change.
I'm sick of being nice, giving in to people I hardly know & couldn't give a damn about me.
Wtf for right? hahaha!!!



You may hate me for being me.
I'm sorry that's hell for you.
I ain't no angel on earth.
Just a devil in disguise. *wink*






It's obvious that I'm leaving.
Can't you see?
Of course you can't.
I haven't made up my mind yet.
Not fully of course.
Soon.....
Because I know, you'll give me the answer.
As for now.......I'll stay.
Not for long honey.
You know why.....
You're the reason I leave.












p/s: tell me something I don't know. oh, thanks for the joke. its not even April to begin with. hell.




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