Kitty Insomnia

Why is it has to be this hard?
Everything....
Can it be more simpler and less complicated?

Everything seems hard when it's complicated.
Listening to my own voice is an empty room is hard,
Looking at the same ceiling for hours is hard,
Eating alone is hard,
Reminiscing old times is hard...

If only things would be a little bit simpler.
Less complicated...
Then life would be a little bit better.

Making a cup of coffee is complicated.
Reading a book is complicated.
Meeting new people is complicated.

The process of making a cup of coffee is complicated.
The beans need to be roasted to perfection, ground and enjoyed.
Why can't you just put a bean in your cup and pour hot water on it?
It's complicated.

When you read a book, you can't help but to feel the emotions of everything that is written in each page.
Every word means something to you and in a good book, once you've read it....it's hard to let go.
You can't sleep, eat or do any chores till you know the ending.
It's complicated.

When you meet someone new, you think twice or probably more....before showing them your true colours.
You might have a second thought on how to behave, what they might think of you, what will they say and feel.
But most commonly, you're afraid that someday....just that one day you might fall for them.
It's complicated.






p/s: a little less conversation, a little more action.